Looking forward

2014 is going to be my year of contentment, or at least I hope it is my year of contentment.

I am a planner and I always eagerly look forward to the next step in my life. Many friends and family would say that I am a bit impatient. When I know I want something, I rarely can sit back and wait for it to happen. Us having 3 under 3 is just one example of my impatience.

But this year, 2014, it is all different. I have the husband, we have our children, and now we have the home too.

There is nothing that I am waiting for. There is nothing that I am being impatient for. My life checklist is currently checked off.

I am not sure what next year will be like, but I am hoping that it helps me see what's next.

I want to live more in the moment. I want to try and be content with my present.

2013 went by in a flash. It was a milestone year for us completeing our family in April with Miss Kenley and moving in December. However, the year was a struggle for me. I felt defeated most of the year. I felt not good enough a lot of the time. I felt lonely and lost.

I want 2014 to be a year I feel like I can breath again. It to be year that I gain my energy back. I don't want to feel like I am just getting by. I want to feel accomplished and prospering.

Contentment will be my cure for 2013.