You name a negative feeling and I have been feeling it for the past week or two. I know Bob is starting to get pretty annoyed by it, but I can't seem to stop. I rarely feel at peace right now. I never felt this way when I was pregnant with Calan. I have the shortest fuse ever. Not pregnant I am not perfect, but this built up aggression and emotional breakdowns are on a whole new level.
I think the sad part is I know that I am doing it, but I can't seem to reset my annoyance button. Once it is pressed, it is pressed and watch out. I am usually pretty good about rationalizing my emotions to keep them in check, but no matter how many times I tell myself I am acting insanely, I just keep on going.
I really do wish I could breath and relax. I wish I was not feeling this way. I feel pretty out of control all the time and I don't know how to fix it. I don't know how to act normal anymore.
I know that even this blog seems crazy, but it is true. I'm so all over the place and my extreme emotions are getting the best of me. I wish I could find the one way to fix this. I wish I could laugh it off and become normal again, but for some reason my mind is getting the best of me. This is one pregnancy symptom I wish I had a cure for right now.
I am just feeling so frustrated by this. I am feeling so emotionally drained and tired. I think that it might be time to cash in my massage gift certificate Bob got me for my birthday. I need to do something because what I am doing now is NOT working.
Hi Jodie,
ReplyDeleteHormones can be very challenging, and with pregnancies close together, I think the hormonal upheaval can be even greater.
I would be happy to communicate with you off the record (or off the blog), if you would like.
Pam